oh wow i havent wrote in this thing for super long. haha well yeah im so bored so might as well .. not like anyones gonna read it. so lets see.. today was me and my bfs anniversary! woohooo! didnt do much but just ate and chilled in the car looking up on his sun roof cus it was raining & i dont know .. thought it was kinda romantic? lol i loved it though. he makes me feel sooo .. me? haha i can just be myself around him and not someone im not or try to impress him in anyway. he makes me soo super happy! im like the weirdesr girl when it comes to knowing the real me and im surprised i havent scared him away with that yet haha! i would say the weirdest things and do and act in the silliest ways but yet he likes it .. how weird right? he thinks its cute. lol he even makes jokes out of it and we both laugh together and do funny shit. aww i miss him .. i know him and i will be good together cus its just that feelingg yaa knowww what im sayinggg??? haha winterballs this saturday! i cant wait. hopefully it`ll be fun. but i know ill have fun as long as im with him <3 he makes my day turn round and round hahaha alright that was lame.. >.< anyways .. its 12 05 and there isnt anything to do! gosh .. i wish he was here with me .. alrightyys well ima end this here. till then bye